sept. 5, 07i feel weird today not really sure what it is. i'm tired and want to go to bed.  i guess i feel empty like theres nothing there. i mean nothing no heart, no lungs no, bones nothing. i want to cry but i dont have any tears left. ive started lamictal again, maybe it's that. ive only been on it about a week. i cant think any more right now im going to bed i gotta remember toset the alarm so im up before he gets home he bitchs if im not up.