So I thought I'd write a little as I'm not feeling too well and I'm looking for feedback. Anyways, I have found that a lot of my feelings have come from my relationship with my mom.  I feel really bad because I have always wanted a close relationship with my mom but I am finding it impossible to get along with her.  I've been talking to my dad and some people on DS and so I've kind of put the pieces together.  Anyway, I don't know where to go from here.  I don't know how to repair damage to our relationship and myself.  Basically I am lost.  So any feedback, ideas, comments, support, etc would be appreciated.  Thanks.