BlackBeltKat32

....and I don't know whether to fish it out and dry it off or flush it away.  My partner is really pissing me off and I'm sure she's not very happy with me, either.  Tensions are at an all-time...

I almost feel like I'm cheating because my weight is going down largely as a result of the Concerta.  I'm really enjoying feeling better, though, and look forward to fitting into some old clothes...

I am stressed today.  I hate having AD/HD!  I will be taking a test in a few weeks for promotional opportunities with the State and am having the worst time studying for it.  I'd like to find...

Tonight we head to Harrisburg to visit my cousin and his wife.  Tomorrow will be a year since my Mom died.  It seems fitting somehow to be with one of her only surviving cousins a year to the day...

Dear Hoagie-I cannot believe this day has come, with you being 9 years young, that I needed to make this heartbreaking decision to release you.  Your poor body has failed you and I know you would...

Hoagie gets weaker every day.  I feel him slowly pulling away from us.  He can barely get from one room to another without having to lie down.  It is breaking my heart and causing me high...

  Bad news from the vet today...Hoagie is not responding to the chemo.  The lump in his small intestines has gotten larger and is now in another spot as well.  He is very anemic and isn't moving...

Had a bad bike accident yesterday and thus can't type very well or quickly b/c my left wrist is broken, my right wrist is sprained and i have gashes all over my body.  My front tire blew out at 30...

I'm taking a moment to pout for what I never had with my Mom.  I have known so many people, and have seen so many journal entries/profiles, of women who had special bonds with their mothers.  I...

I brought Hoagie to the vet for his weekly bloodwork and everything seemed ok.  He even gained .3 lbs during the past week!  He was a very good boy.  Tonight he is wiped out and sleeping on the...

We went to Boston for the the weekend and it was so good to just get away for an overnight.  Hoagie had been doing fine since his first chemo treatment and even fought us tooth and nail when we gave...

I have found that it is slightly different experience to go to a wake after having experienced a major loss.  It's almost like having had an illness that will leave you vulnerable to certain things...

 ugh.  I went to an Aikido class for the first time since October and felt so bloated and out of shape.  How is it that I can kick ass at Karate and even do well on the cardio machines at the gym...

  Bad news from the vet today...Hoagie is not responding to the chemo.  The lump in his small intestines has gotten larger and is now in another spot as well.  He is very anemic and isn't moving...