Yasuehikue

it is good to know that somany people care for you. it makes me feel good inside to knoow this. 

i am better now thanks to my friends and kei. i love them with all my heart. i thank you all.

come on zack don't cry, you know i will never hurt you.you created me to help you live through your pain i am here for you.you aremy zacky.i know kei, i know, i am yours.kei...what zacky.do you hate...

are...they...g...o...n...e?

HELP...M...E!!!!

i am gone. i am not alright. i feel so bad, and dirty.i can't take this any more, i feel like crying but nothing comes out,i feel like screemimg but no voice.i feel like dieing, i beleive i have died...

i am starting to have a mental break down.i don't want to, but i can feel it happening.Kei is in my head.telling me to and i don't want to.He says he is comeing back.

wht do i feel this way?

        "MY LIFE"Flying away from this life.Dieing a much as I like.To live is why I bleed,and crying is why I heed.Crying from my death.This is all I have left.Not wanting to be alone.Is this...

we will go home.we will go home.with oceans of grass,and seas of gold.back to a time of when we weren't old.we will go home.we will go home.This is a pagan song of life after death.

I Am Alone.

i don't know i i c an take this it is driveing me crazy i want to i want to. i doan't know any more!!! Zack....Zack...i see you, i see all the time.Kei..why are you..doing thisbecause you have kept...

today....i don't know about today. I have just found out that my friend of 17 years isn't talking to me any more and i don't know why.we have been trough alot together. i wish i knew why.I am alone...

I ask my self sometimes, who am i and why. I really don't know the answer to that, but there are somedays i wish i knew. I have trouble seeing the truth. in that the truth is what i make it to be....

I am Feeling excellent to day. To day is a beautiful day. the sun is not in sight. it is raing as if a baby is crying. and the lightning is as bright as the sun. clouds cover the sky in a dimm grey...