Yasuehikue

i am feeling better today, idon't know why, maybe because it's the weekend and i don't have to work.

Goddess hear my pleamake me strong and heal my woundsso mote it be.

i feel so alone, i hate it, i hate it, i hate it.i am so alone, and scared. i hate being by my self.

                  "In MySelf"Living in my self, DieingCrying to my self, LyingPlaying, twists of fate, i'm comeingRunning from my self, I'm cryingDieing day by day, InsideMuorning my...

       "my hopeless"Living with this pain because i can't releas it.Running from it because i can't be this.Dropping to my knees because i need you.Begging for this because i need truth.I'm...

i got this new lotoion today.my skin is like so soft. i love it.

i feel alone today.

Where once you stroud the world ashored, you are the hunters prey and in by lose and pain and death indoored, not years of torment are ashored for your foes can you repay. Now arouse a host and take...

I AM STRONG, not just for me but for my love.

I am happy, now knowing that the man I care for is alright and that he cares for me. I AM SO HAPPY!!!

Well I found out this mornning it was his brother which is still upseting, but i'm glad it wasn't him.

even more. now that I know the guy I care about is in the Hospitail. :(

my  mood has just kind of droped today.I feel like crying.

I have met the most amazing guy. 

I have been feeling great fot the last few days now!!!            I try to be like him^