Yasuehikue

*seps outside in the rain and looks up*it is thundering and raining today. i am happy.

i just feel kind of down.

it is raining today.*jumps up and down with laughter*YEAH!!!!i love the rain, it makes me happy. :)

i have decided that i am going to push my body to it's limits and see what i can do.if i am truly as strong as i think i am than this will be my greatest test.Meditation and a strong will.courage and...

you know i don't know why Zack likes guys. if you think about it, there dirty nasty creatures.

The more i think about it. the more i see my self being GAY, instead of BI. I think it is funny, but i do like girls to. maybe it's just that i am a little more gay than bi.

i am feeling ok to day. hope you all are alright today.Oh.....My big brother joined DS. i am so excited about it, i am happy for him, and he has a girl friend too. which is rare. *giggles* he knows...

i am excited. i have the first segment of my manga done.i am thinking about nameing it."keys of Desire"

i am in the process of wrighting a new manga. I think it will come out good when i am done.I am going to use my personality for  one of the main characters. but give him his own traits and...

I think my friends are right. maybe i should love myself more. I mean, i love myself just not as much as i think i could.thank you, for the advice. *huggs to you all*

I want a lover so much, i haven't had one in a long time. maybe that is why i feel so lonly and alone all the time.

*paces the room*what to do, i am so boared right now.*stops to think a minuet*kei...yes zack.what should i do.i don't know, do what ever you want.*go back to paceing*i am not sure.

it is raining again today.

Today went well.*rubs my head *yeah!!!!

getting ready for work. i hope today gose well for me. it should, i feel ok.