nickpc20001

So I heard some lyrics from this band monster magnet that really inspired me.  The lyrics are this "When are you going to blow the game? When are you gonna blow the screen? When will you tell them...

Well I am glad to say that when I know I had most control over my life that people enjoyed me and I have never had to implant things in people to make them like me. 

23 29 33 54 225 311 333 411 606 777 911 1111Okay, so i see these numbers over and over again and it is completely disabling.  It feels like a spell or a form of mind control someone has placed over...

It's been a long time since I have wrote anything at all in my journal.  I am surprised I am in a mood to write in it. I will keep it short because there is not much that I need to document at this...

I just want to say that I think I am making the right steps in treating bipolar disorder if it's a true condition.  I am working on relationhips. Trying to stay on a schedule.  I am taking my...

O I am so upset tonight because when I was in my prime and a good looking guy I had sex with this girl with these big fake boobs and she was so hot although she was hotter than me she claimed I was...

I seen a shadow of a chemical dream that reminds me of the old America I seenI seen a cloud that could touch skin with a smile and leave you in denialI watched a boy go home to his dad who played the...

Hey I just got in a fight and I lost my fucking eye sightIt's okay man we can go to Disney WorldI lost my brain and I can swear it's not me but everyone else that's insaneIt's okay man we can go to...

So it’s been a while since I wrote in this little journal thing so everyone can see what I write online and since nobody on this site knows me in person I guess it makes it okay? I am sure there is...

I just want to say that I think I am making the right steps in treating bipolar disorder if it's a true condition.  I am working on relationhips. Trying to stay on a schedule.  I am taking my...

O I am so upset tonight because when I was in my prime and a good looking guy I had sex with this girl with these big fake boobs and she was so hot although she was hotter than me she claimed I was...

I seen a shadow of a chemical dream that reminds me of the old America I seenI seen a cloud that could touch skin with a smile and leave you in denialI watched a boy go home to his dad who played the...

Hey I just got in a fight and I lost my fucking eye sightIt's okay man we can go to Disney WorldI lost my brain and I can swear it's not me but everyone else that's insaneIt's okay man we can go to...

So it’s been a while since I wrote in this little journal thing so everyone can see what I write online and since nobody on this site knows me in person I guess it makes it okay? I am sure there is...

It's been a good while since I have wrote in my journal and although I have been soul searching and trying to find the meaning of life etc.. I think a book I am reading called "A purpose driving...