FairyPirate
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- I always have a hard time making it to the meetings, but when i take my Xanax, it makes things that much better. We sing before, during and after the 2 hour meeting. (just about 2 hours) So many encouraging people there who are motivated by me going...
- Or of hypermania? I am wondering because for the past about 2 months i have been irritable and it has gotten worse. Today? I am fidgety, irritated, racing thoughts and have alot of energy and its 1 am. I also am getting easily upset at parents for...
- for the past 2 months my irritation towards mostly everything has gotten alot worse. Before it was just little things like random junk that doesnt matter, now i get irritated when one of my family members speak, at projects that take time to get...
- ...is not making my life easy. I get very jealous over other girls faces and body figures. I get jealous over their open personality and giggly smile. I wish i was more social, less big and had a prettier face. i obsess over myself way to much, and...
- You gotta be, by Des'ree really gives me a boost of confidence for a while when im feeling really anti social. Ive listened to it since i was a little girl and the toon was always catchy. But the lyrics help me. Listen to it and tell me what you...
- Okay, so ive said it before but i didnt add any detail. I was raped at 6 and 3 months by my worst uncle Don. We were at a family party and my sister and i went to the back room with him to play. He started annoying her and she left but i was so...
- if you want to join this group, go to my profile and go to my groups, im the only one so far, but any one who is afraid of men are welcome to join
- I made it 57 days without cutting and then today I failed:(. I was 15% done with no cutting for 6 months. I feel weak and stupid. Weak for falling for the craving and stupid for not painting sooner than I did today. I did paint, just lafter I...
- I "cut" myself last night. I scratched and it didn't bleed but this morning they were red as if it bleed. Does that count as Cutting? Does it require blood?If it is cutting then I have to start all over with my goal. But if it isn't cutting I'm...
- I'm in a really bad mood, suicidal mood and I'm trying to get rid of it and just earlier this week I was fine. My wellbutrin is making me irritable about everything and I need to talk to my med dr about changing it or upping the dose. I feel so...
- I have had the urge for a few minutes to take all 14 of my Xanax pills. I pictured myself falling asleep after taking them and waking up vomiting with chills and a fever and being rushed to the ER and then going to a psych ward. Help? I REALLY want...
- Is anyone else really afraid of men? I have been for a long time. I was raped by one at 6, and bullied by them from 6-9. About 3 years ago i went into therapy about my abuse, now its not only for that but for agoraphobia. But i just figured...
- A little over a year ago I got my permit but when I got in the car to drive I was so nervous. I was afraid of turning corner, driving to fast and hitting the curve and another car, and that was in a parking lot. Now, im almost 19 and still dont have...
- I know it's not real, but no one listen to me or would answer me, I was treated like a real idiot, I was told what to do and wasn't given any reward, whenever I tried to say anything I was shut down. My sister who in real life is loving was stubborn...
- I went to Cannon Beach with a pill bottle filled with Xanax but i ended up taking none. My mood was way to neutral, i wasnt having alot of fun. I was blah, very "i dont really care whats going on" and i was being irritated by my consistent watering...