FairyPirate
Status: Middle of making plans to visit friends including sleepover. Excited. Been a year.
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So, i havent been treadmilling but i have been eating right. My mom is around a 12, but my pants that are lane bryant are a 18, the capris from a different brand are a 16. So, i know i am bigger than...
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I thought 170 was bad? Well, i wish i could happily say in 120lbs...but im far off. im now 210...so i need to fix my goals. I went into out patient 2 months ago and through that progam now go to...
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Yep. Ive been gone for a while and gained alot. Officially obese. Have new therapist, learning to sew, trying to get into sleep center and sleep eating disorder center. I might have NES and a little...
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What? I gained 10 lbs in a year? Man, i havent been doing good at my goal AT ALL. In fact, ive been trying to starve myself for the past week. Have been half successful. Plan on being between 90-100...
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Because they aren't strong enough. To sum it up, so I made a 10 week chart for it but I will still use it. Fast walk an hour a day, eating organic foods, low fat, and stretching so I will be more...
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So i went out in service yesterday as part of my beliefs, and i was out with three girls, no big deal, right? Well, all of them are very cheerful. One is beautiful, and she was my partner, she has...
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Okay, so i am WAY to happy that i found Natrol Acai Berry diet pills with green tea at TJMaxx on sale for $8. It says that i can lose up to 20lbs in 10 wks. But, im afraid that 1) ill work to...
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It was nice, nervous and helpful. I could use all the advice we were taking about. I didnt say much but i will share a story next week.
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My new therapist gave me a hotline to call when I am in a really low and dangerous mood to cut and common sense goes away. I havent cut for about 2 months, and its always hard to not cut but im...
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my new therapist is nice, sincere and professional but still has heart and is understanding. The last week I didnt want to see her but it was to late to cancel so I went anyways. Mom took me as she...
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sorry :(
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I was 153, then 146 and now 155. I feel ugly and fat and disgusting and i know no one will read this so wth?
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I need to be more realistic with my goals. The one about being happy will only be achievable once i get the right anti depressant. I am still not cutting, havent for about 5 days now. Feeling less...
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I havent written in my real journal in 3 days, seems like its been forever. I think im going to give more people hugs because i havent been doing that lately. Plus i am waiting for responses to my...
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I am reading comforting bible verses that i havent read in quiet some time. They are making me feel better to the point where i dont need to cut. My dad and i might go out today, but my androphobia...
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