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for the past 2 months my irritation towards mostly everything has gotten alot worse. Before it was just little things like random junk that doesnt matter, now i get irritated when one of my family members speak, at projects that take time to get done i get unreasonably upset over it and feel like deeply cutting myself and end up painting, which is good. But, when someone speaks i feel like ripping their head off, Ebony Lowe? Im AT that point! Im irritated and mad that i cant be home alone and that i just cant be happy. Its hard to explain, but i will have to talk to my med dr about this in 4 days, because its to the point where my body gets restless and fidgety and i need to kick and wiggle around and push things with my legs and slam walls and tear things apart. Yah, my wellbutrin isnt working anymore.
And add to it, i am not showing it to my parents so they dont know whats going on, but when one of my parents take me to dr, i will ask to talk to her alone because i dont want to sounds like a beast to my parents.
And add to it, i am not showing it to my parents so they dont know whats going on, but when one of my parents take me to dr, i will ask to talk to her alone because i dont want to sounds like a beast to my parents.
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Do you have a pdoc? I maybe wrong but you may be heading into a manic episode. Be careful and try to see a pdoc so you get the right treatment in case you are heading that road!
FairyPirate
pdoc?
deleted_user
pdoc = psychiatrist
FairyPirate
i only have (soon) two therapists and a med dr whom i will speak to in 4 days. I will also see my new therapist in 22 days and then my original therapist will join in. I told my dad you thought i might be leaning into a manic episode and he doesnt believe it (i never speak about how i feel and i hide my feelings) but tonight im so fidgety that i couldnt stop crocheting easily, and now as im typing my feet are moving and i cant stop. I think so to, i will talk personally with my med dr about it. Hopefully i will get a med change, or up the dose or add to it, anything that will help me. Thank you for recommending it :) i should talk to her about it and get the help i need. I told my mom i feel like ripping peoples heads off and her look was a little bit surprised. I never say things like that.
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