beach_bum

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absolutely miserable and can't stop crying.

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I can't stop crying. I'm so embarrased by how I look, I can't go outside even when my knee isn't in excruciating pain. I truly regret going to rehab. It wasn't an E.D. recovering place. I miss being even 102 lbs which is 22 lbs more than what I was...
bummed to the max

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I'm just getting fatter and fatter. Don't understand why. I eat very little cuz I'm just not hungry enuf to eat much. It just doesn't make sense. I'm at leat 8 lbs over weight. This really sucks Big time.
I want to stop

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I want to stop eating, cuz I've tried so many ways of losing weight but I just keep getting groteskly fat. Besides my stomach and chi chis being so ginormous and gross looking, my thighs just keep growing. they r 21&1/2 inches. They look so out of...
I have hope

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My tummy dr. finally called in 3 prescriptions that I'm hoping will help me w/problem I wrote about in my last post "I totally hate this". 2 r 4 severe constipation and 1 for helping to push food thru at a normal pace while helping my body to absorb...
I totally hate this

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I've been in recovery 4 about 4 months. I've gained 57 lbs. I'm over the maximum I should weigh. I don't over eat. I know I'm not getting enuf protein. I have next to no appetite. My thighs, stomach and chi chis r grossly enormous. My chi chis feel...
roller coaster

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4 me E.D. recovery is an emotional roller coaster. I feel like my emotions r all over the place. I'm happpy that I'm healthier, but at the same time I feel like a frickin' cow and I hate it. I'm still in way more pain than normal. I have severe R.A....
emotional roller coaster

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For me, recovering from E.D. is like an emotional roller coaster. It's been 4 months now. My therapist says I'm suppose to be working on accepting my body the way it is. I'm having extreme trouble doing that. But at least I'm not crying every time I...
home bound

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I'm so tired and depressed from being homebound. My body looks absolutely disgusting and my face is bloated that it makes me cry. I'm unable to exercise enuf 4 all the food I'm suppose to eat. I'm constantly bloated and just miserable. I truly miss...
frustrated w/body

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I weigh 115 and am 5'4" Small frme. I'm at the maxium weight for my body type. I hate how big my chi chis r. I hate how my whole body looks. I understand that my mid section will normalize 1 year after my body weight is stablelized or reaches what...
frustration

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I,m 58 recovering from eating disorder, 3months now. gained 54 lbs already and my breasts r ginormous. They r bigger than when I weighted 145 lbs. I was happiest when I weighted between 80 and 90 lbs. When My weight dropped down to 61 due to...

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