nika91

I miss him. Dream about him. Wonder if i see him ever again. Thinking about the good times.

i think it just can't get worse than now. total depression.

I feel horrible. It might be PMS but I feel ugly and unworthy. And so stupid for being a fool for so long. 

It feels better than I thought it would

I finally told him! 

I'm thinking about what happened to me about 2 months ago. Very spiritual thing. My situation with X was bringing me down so much, i was feeling horrible. One night I was so miserable that I started...

Just feeling lonely. And uncertain about the future. It's not about him ,it's about MY life.

Old faithful sock. That's what I am for him.

and moving on

Each cell of my body wants to write to him , but i have to restrain.

I do feel much better than a few days ago, but I'm still talking with him. Its driving me nuts!

oh crap, just broke NC :( that's not good... he was quite distant and cold, but thats what he does. 

he didn't respond... 

Learning about self respect

I don't want to know youI don't want to knowIt's about time made up my mindGet out of my life you motherfuckerIt's about time made up my mindI'm taking what's mine you motherfuckerYou are made from...