nika91

i thought i was over him and then all the feelings came back. and today the all the BAD feelings came back as well. it will end badly

Blocked him for the first time. Wow. I thought I'd wait some more time, but I see that nothing will change.

i feel so numb. So empty. Never been this way. I'm just stressed about tomorrow. It's really new and weird for me. Should I run to a shrink or something? 

I read a half of "Toxic parents" and I didn't shed a tear. I don't know if that's good or bad. I'm a very emotional person. Yes, I did feel angry and upset, and really messed up,  but it wasn't as...

Today I told my mom how my grandma was mean to me. I expected at least some understanding, cause my mom has been being put down by her too. But my mother started to bitch about my shoes as well. Yes,...

What to do with a toxic person in your close family? She always criticises me and brings me down. She comments on my hair, my clothes, lifestyle, everything's wrong with me. She doesnt understand...

A very personal and touching experience, but I feel that I should write about it. Some days ago I was in a horrible mood, hurting so badly, just wanting to die. Partially because of HIM, partially...

I was just thinking about this video of Bronzegoddess that I posted last time and I realized that yes, this situation happened to me as well! At least one time. It was some time ago during my first...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iQgEHA372VI

I feel hopeless and lonely... I hate thinking about the future

I feel that I hate him. HATE HIM!

I can't believe we talked again.. It's really messing with my head. 

He just texted me.. asking if i'm still in soap opera mode. LMAO. I think I had a little stroke.

He unblocked me and problably waiting for me to talk to him... Old trick! Or maybe it's his heart softening... yeah yeah sure. He was the one "tired of this shit" ( me too, but undecisive and still...

and myself