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Status: You can do all this through Him who gives you strength. Phillippians 4:13
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Feeling pretty good. I have been pretty busy the last couple days, not sure if I am somehow subconciously making myself busy to keep my mind off of gambling and fight the urges to play, or if I am...
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For months now, I have known I have a gambling problem. I have admitted the problem to my husband, who loves me and immediately forgives me, as he feels we both have contributed to our financial...
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So, I made it 23 days gamble free. My husband had the "great" idea to go out and play "just a little". My mind said "This is a REALLY BAD idea" and I told him, "but....I've made it 23 days...
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So, it has been 18 days. We still are struggling financially, but I am happy to say I am not gambling. I am determined to stay focused and get us out of this mess that I got us into. Working on...
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Day #10, or should I say Trust Day #10. Celebrating 10 days without gambling, and 10 days of love and support from my family. Still taking it one day at a time, but now know its what you focus on...
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Its officially been a week, and I have still not gambled! The fact that I am not hiding anything from my husband and daughter has relieved the guilt I was feeling. Everything now is about...
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I successfully have made it through Day #5 without gambling. I feel that having the new focus of earning my family's trust back and making them my #1 goal in life again has really changed my...
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Yesterday, I did the right thing, and told my family (who already knew I was addicted to gambling, but they thought I had stopped) that I was yet, still gambling. I lost my husband's trust, I hurt...
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So, rather than starting over, counting days, and blowing it again...and go through the same routine of not even getting a week...I decided that I needed to tell my husband and daughter things were...
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So, the constant struggle inside my brain got to me. I knew I was giving in, so I set some rules. I set an amount to walk in with and be prepared to lose, left any way to access any extra cash...
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Day #3 ended with success, and I am here on Day #4 journaling about the constant struggle I am feeling. I am at the point where I have gotten to many times before. I have made it a few days...
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Husband has made plans for us to go out with some friends tonight. Really hoping that gambling is not on the agenda for the evening...feeling tempted to go right now even just by myself, yet I have...
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Feeling pretty good. I have been pretty busy the last couple days, not sure if I am somehow subconciously making myself busy to keep my mind off of gambling and fight the urges to play, or if I am...
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For months now, I have known I have a gambling problem. I have admitted the problem to my husband, who loves me and immediately forgives me, as he feels we both have contributed to our financial...
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