Amy522

I haven't written a journal in a while but today I feel like I need to.  I was going to post this in a miscarriage group, but not sure where this issue fits.  I have had recurrent pregnancy loss,...

Well I went for another appointment yesterday and it went really good! I was hoping to see a heartbeat but my doc said really the earliest to see it was 6 weeks. So next week hopefully we will see...

I am allowing myself to breathe a tiny sigh of relief after visiting my doctor today. The appointment went great and although it is a little early--I was able to see the forming of the sac and he...

I am thinking this pregnancy was a no go.  I had blood work drawn yesterday (10 DPO) and it showed HCG of 7 and Progesterone of 10.9.  How I got a line on 9 dpo I have no idea. Maybe it was a...

I haven't written a journal in a while but today I feel like I need to.  I was going to post this in a miscarriage group, but not sure where this issue fits.  I have had recurrent pregnancy loss,...

Well I went for another appointment yesterday and it went really good! I was hoping to see a heartbeat but my doc said really the earliest to see it was 6 weeks. So next week hopefully we will see...

I am allowing myself to breathe a tiny sigh of relief after visiting my doctor today. The appointment went great and although it is a little early--I was able to see the forming of the sac and he...

I am thinking this pregnancy was a no go.  I had blood work drawn yesterday (10 DPO) and it showed HCG of 7 and Progesterone of 10.9.  How I got a line on 9 dpo I have no idea. Maybe it was a...

Well journaling seems to be my outlet so I will continue. I feel like the only place I can really let my feelings out is here. In my everyday life no one understands. Unfortunatly this includes my...

I just got back from the doctor and once again I have lost the pregnancy. Pretty sure I passed it right there in the office. Lovely. I love my doctor so much though, he makes me feel like there are...

Well, after all this again, I am probably miscarrying. I have had some cramping and this morning with a BM I had vaginal bleeding. Brown, red. I am sooo devastated. I can't believe that this would...

OMG I am pregnant!! I took the test yesterday and it was faint and my hubby refused to acknowledge. Now I just woke up and took another and it is DARK. Oh my. I am thrilled but that nagging voice...

I'm like a kid. I LOVE Christmas and the decorating and the food (yikes) and the crafts and the family in town.  Its awesome! I am feeling more and more like myself, thank God.  We decorated...

I have to say I feel way way better.  I have accepted some things and committed to others.  I have accepted that my body wasn't able to carry a baby right now. I am still sad, but I know some...