Holding my own on the weight thing. No extra loss this week, but I am determined to get some off.  I am feeling the pain of lonliness often. I am not on the phone with Ray as much and this has taken it's toll on me. I am loosing my sense of humor and want sooo much to get it back. He's got a million things to do and a whole bunch of family to love him and care about him. I have no one ( I know...waaa, waaa!) I am trying to make some new friends, but I haven't found that person I can totally click with that is also has the time available to do things together. I suppose like everything else you either get through it or you don't....alone. After a while lonliness does some weird stuff to you.  My Ex was just here to take the camping equipment. I wasn't going to use it for anything. He was nice and friendly and told me about his new girlfriend. Ok... no problem...Unfortunately I noticed the numerous hickies on his neck and thought to myself hmmm.. that's interesting. Was that for my benefit to prove what a hot stud you are? Barf, Barf! He said she wanted to meet me. What is this thing about girlfriends wanting to meet the ex's? Do they want information, compare themselves to you, or hope to show how much better of a match they are than you were? I don't care. He really studied the photo of Ray and me. He said I looked like I was cold. Yep! and Ray was warming me up nicely. Hehe. Oh well... Time to put on some happy music, do housework and throw out some more stuff. The work will be theraputic, I think. Love to the whole universe!