Feeling a bit anxious about things today. Severe loneliness... I guess, I am not back to normal...yet. There is no one to really help me, but myself. Sometimes I just feel hopeless as I try to find a shoulder to cry on from those who I care most about only to feel like I am pushing them away. I would like someone to hold me and say, "It'll all be OK, I am here for you..." Oh well... Not the end of the world by any means. Just another owner of a lonely heart.  Laugh and the world laughs with you, cry and you cry alone. Well... maybe not at DS