giantfan

i think i am turning into the guy that i have tried not to be. i have been doing shit that i wish i have not done. i am not going to say what i have or been doing. it hurts to say or think about it....

i cant take this anymore. we dotn tlak like we did before. its like i don't know what its like. im trying to save what we have. i don't think i can save it.

im feeling happy today. i made up with some of my friends. we wnet to lunch and had a funt time.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that dont bother meI can take a few tears now and then and just let them outI'm not afraid to cryEvery once in a while even though goin on with...

ok i fucking know now that i am not to be loved by anyone. i lost another person that i love today. it fucking hurts. but i will be strong and not let it get to me. it will be hard but i will get...

wht makes a true frind? plz comment this.

i wa sso close to doing it. i had it in my hand. i had it on my skin. i was jsut about to. then i soemthing told me no. don don't do it. buti wanted to. i was so depressed. but i had to figt it. i...

ok i tink this will help me with my random emotions moments and shit. starting tomorrow i'm going to start writhing abotu how i became who i am. how i became depressed. everyday im goign to write my...

"if you loved me, but we could never ever ever ever touch, wouldn't you eventually get over it, and move on, giving someone else the slightest hope that you might move onto them?if i loved you, then...

Have I told you how good it feels to b me,when im in you?I can only stay cleanwhen you are aroundDont let me fall.If i close my eyes forever,would it ease the pain?Could i breath again?Maybe I'm...

i cant trust people anymore. that is all i need to say

why can life be fun all the time. why cant life not be depressing at times. cant it just be happy all the time. like we dotn need to go to war. we dont need to fight, make fun of people. the big one...

im so happy i just told another friend of mine that im bi. but she don't think i am. lol. that is three and only like 4948590587 more of my friends i need ot tell. :)

its geting so annoying. i want to tell my family that i am bi. everytime i try to tell my dad like today. he just said"dan girls like guys who have a killer tan and that are fin. so when we go to...

tonight im going to hate myself for what im going to do. well i may do. im going to break some ones heart. you know who you are. im sorry. im so so so so so so sorry. but you did say we can still be...