I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that dont bother meI can take a few tears now and then and just let them outI'm not afraid to cryEvery once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets meWhat hurts the most, was being so closeAnd have so much to sayAnd watchin you walk awayNever knowing, what could have beenAnd not seein that lovin youIs what i was tryin to doIt's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i goBut i'm doin itIt;s hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i'm aloneStill harder gettin up, getting dressed, livin with this regretBut i know if i could do it overI would trade, give it all away al the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspokenWhat hurts the most, is being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watchin you walk awayNever knowing, what could have beenAnd not seein that lovin youIs what i was tryin to doI'm not afraid to cryEvery once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets meThere are daysEvery now and then i pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets meWhat hurts the most, was being so closeAnd having to much to sayAnd watchinyou walk awayAnd never knowing, what could have beenAnd not seeing that lovin youIs what i was trying to do