"if you loved me, but we could never ever ever ever touch, wouldn't you eventually get over it, and move on, giving someone else the slightest hope that you might move onto them?if i loved you, then i would love you in any way i could. and if we could not touch then i would draw strength from your beauty, and if i went blind, then i would fill my soul with the sound of your voice and the contents of your thoughts until the last spark of my love for you lit the shabby darkness of my dying mind.