First Counseling

Today we went to our first counseling. I was feeling so horrible that i screwed up things at work, and my job is on the line now. With this happening we went. 
I liked the therapist. This is my first therapy/counseling session ever. I felt like I could talk without any interference. I cried too. But the therapist was understanding. Will be having the next session on Monday. My husband said he'll do anything to save the marriage. Let's see where it goes. 
I'm not crying now. 
The therapists name is jonathan, and he listened well. I could clearly speak and tell my concerns without A crying and pleading, and also without me breaking down every time. The therapist said A is very selfish and I'm very self-less. And i need to start caring more about myself and self-centered. Maybe i sud start doing that.