I'm Sorry Nee

Last night A took me out for dinner in a very fancy Italian place. It was all going well, until one of my mood swings had to step in. I have no idea why that happened or what I was thinking about. I felt sad all of a sudden and I don't even know why. He was talking about his college and his fun stories, and I felt I dint go to college here, and I missed out something. I don't even know for sure, I always thought that he met his ex-gf at college and I think that made me feel sad. I really have no idea, but I felt sad, and was moody when I came home. And i told A that he was not the cause of it, but he too felt bad and kinda got upset. I screwed up the whole evening, all because of me. I'm so sorry A, you are not to be blamed, it's me. And i'm sorry for ruining the evening. I love you so much.