femalebauz

I went to the doctor today and I have a diagnosis. Anxiety disorder and OCD. Well now i can pick up the pieces and get through this.!!!

We went to the casino on friday. We decided to make it a whole weekend thing instead of one day. Well friday went fine but sat I started to feel anxious. I thought that it was from lack of sleep. I...

I am working on being and remaining calm. It takes a lot but I can do this.I will never give up on my children or myself. I deserve to be happy and to enjoy myself from time to time. It may sound...

I am me. That is what I say to myself. What happened in the past is in the past. I am like the pheonix who will rise from the ashes. I could sit here and cry because some dirt bag touched me but you...

I made it through my first week back at work. The week was great but I found out that the ex-lead singer from Warrant had died. RIP Janie Lane. When we are at the concert this weekend and they sing...

I feel so calm. I went and had my back aligned and accupuncture. I felt like jello I was so calm. It is soo nice. I have had an awesome day and the person I was last week was the negative side of...

I survived work and I feel great. The only bad thing about today is when i got home one of my daughters had a bandaid on her leg. Then my son said that there is a white head on it. I got her to...

I went over to a friends house tonight for supper with my family. When we were there there was a baby setting in her car seat on the couch. We ate and then stepped outside for a cigarette. When we...

In a little bit I am taking my twins and my hubby to The Smurfs. I feel a little nostalgic because I watched them when I was the twins age. Now they are different but not by much. After we are...

Well when I woke up this morning it wasn't as bad as yesterday. Last night I cuddled with my husband and fell asleep to a movie. When I woke up this morning I was able to get out of bed after saying...

I look at anxiety like a black blob that is following behind me. I am working on pushing that away. Dealing with problems as they come and then if I need to voice my worries aloud. If someone is...

It has almost been one week since I had an attack. We were camping and we got hit by a bad thunderstorm. We were in a camper and my son was in a tent. The tent collapsed and we moved him into the...

Well Im working on thinking what I am going to be doing next week. I want to go back to work and am thinking about trying it for a few hours.

Well day 2. my wound isn't any better. I had my second dose of meds today. I just wish i could fast forward the time and know if i am going to be ok. I am working on my anxiety and when i start...

My goal is to not have any anxiety attacks through out the day.I am post op day 1 after having a I&D performed on the MRSA on my leg. It is in a bad spot right where you sit. I believe that I caught...