mizkriz73

 On the inside, I feel as though I am screaming all the time. I am having a hard time trying to get myself into a place where I feel I just don't fit in. I feel very alone and unnoticed. I often am...

Today, I woke up not well rested. I had to sleep on our couch. My hubby has rls and so I decided that I would sleep on the couch instead of getting kicked all night. I didn't sleep well because our...

 So yesterday and today, I went over to my mom's. I have had a really hard time leaving my apt. My mom made me come over or she was gonna drag me out. She knows how I can get in the winter months,...

 I am so tired of freaking out. I have tried to be strong but I have been very strong and a rock for many years. I want someone else to lean on for awhile. I miss being able to come and go as I...

 Today is a pain day. I am having so many of them. I am sucking it up and seeing a dr again. I am hoping this one will listen to me. Due to the fact I panic at clinics I am having my sister come...

 I am too soft hearted  for my own good. I have four people living with me. I am proud to say three out of those four will be moving out on wesday. My aunt on the other hand will still be here. I...

 So a lot has been going on with my life, I am still dealing with the on goings with hubby's health. i was in a bind with school supplies this year and I am dealing with my things. For the last few...

 My life in the last 18 years have been quiet a ride. I have had some good times but it feels as though I am just so unlucky. I really have tried to keep my head up and just deal with everything but...

     SO in the past I have had a bad relationship with the inlaws. I know I did things and they did things. i didn't have anything to do with them for a long time. i just felt it was better to...

 So my lafe is hitting a hard rough spot. My hubby is sick and in the hospital. I am alone with the kids and school is out until tuesday,I have not had a break from the kids and the stream of people...

 I am hating life right now. I am having an anxiety attack and in pain. I swear I am having either a heart attack or a stroke. I have been fighting with these feelings on and off for most of the...

 I am tired, I have been dealing with my fibro and panic attaxks. I messed up my sleeping schedule and my oldest just turned 17 today. I want to sleep. I am sore cranky and trying to deal with...

 So I am having panic attacks now again. I have been waking up with them in the middle of the night. i am so angry because I can't read or enjoy anything with out getting a panic attack. It is so...

 It is the weekend. I have been fighting my fibro and panic attacks all week and this weekend looks like it will be the same. I am tired crabby and so sick of fighting today. I would like to just...

 I am feeling calmer now. I knew it was just a panic attack. I am sitting here making plans for the rest of my night. I am planning on taking a spa bath and facial. Watching a movie and my hubby...