Just so fed up!!!!

 I am too soft hearted  for my own good. I have four people living with me. I am proud to say three out of those four will be moving out on wesday. My aunt on the other hand will still be here. I can't take any more drama. I am up to my eye balls in stress. I am so panicky and overwelmed all the time. I am just sobing. I am scared and finding it hard to leave my house and at the same time not wanting to be here. My trips to my mom's every few days are getting more and more stressful and hard. i have talked to therapist about this and she just keeps reminding me about my steps! I don;t want to do the steps I want the damn drugs!!
 I suppose I had better go. Talking about this is making me panic more.