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  Where do I go from here?

  Posted by: escapade4369

  Posted: 03/11/2018

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  half past one in the morning, left my wife asleep in bed to go and have a wine in the garage. Just can’t sleep! Not feeling overly depressed at the moment which is good, but wondering where I’m going lately. Thought I was feeling well enough to apply for a job(haven’t worked for more than two years), but an interview on Friday reminded me that I’m no way ready to just go and get a job. I can’t deal with the feeling of belittlement that I do halving to go for just any brainless job!...

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 02/21/2018

  escapade4369 became friends with SunCloudJD.

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  Posted: 02/21/2018

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  Last Reply: SunCloudJD 02/21/2018

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  hi all, this is my first post. Dealing with severe depression now for the last few weeks after 3or4 months of energy and wonderful creativity. I’m 55 and been labeled bipolar II. Just been back to the psychiatrist and are now trying Lamotrigine and bupropion. Each time now seems worse, if that’s possible. Haven’t worked now for two years (used to be a pilot) I know if I wait long enough I’ll get back to happiness and creativity but I’m in that space where I just need relief from this...

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  Journal Comment

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  Posted: 02/21/2018

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  Journal Comment

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  Posted: 02/21/2018

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 02/21/2018

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 02/21/2018

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