ImpalaBlack
Status: Telling someone they can't be sad because others have it worse, is like telling someone they can't be happy because others have it better...
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OMG i just want to cry and cry and cry right now and I don't know why...and I can't. Most times I can't physically cry even whn I feel so Sad and horible inside. I feel stressed about work 2moro. I...
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Things are going good, I think, I pray. Everything seems good. But I’m still depressed and scared. Because every time I have relaxed in the past things fell apart again worse then before. Now I am...
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I don't enjoy life anymore. Haven't for a long time. Everytime I start to relax things go to hell. Am I not meant to be happy. Why can't things go right for my mum. Why won't the universe let her be...
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I can't do this anymore. I can't carry her. I know she has bipolar. But I hate my life. I just want to throw myself of the roof. Run away. I hate this!!!!!! I can't wory anymore. And I can't do it...
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Eating going pretty well :)
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Didn't binge eat!!!! Did eat take away but I didn't binge eat! Also had some fruit & veges through the day! Only ate when hungry too!
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Felt quite sad most of the day. Forced my self to have a cry because it's hard for me to cry & I think that makes it worse. Felt a little better after crying.
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I'm laying in bed and I really want to go & get something to eat just because I'm bored. And I know that's the reason so I'm trying hard not to. But it's making me feel very deprived. I want...
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I should get dressed...I should begin my day. I need to just focus on one thing at a time and not see everything at once cause then I can't do anything.I ate kinda healthy for breakfast toast with...
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I am going to do my best food wise today, going to try not to binge. I'm sure I'll eat more by normal food consumption standards but just trying to monitor the binge eating right now.Woke up feeling...
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On the way home from work I stoped at KFC and got a twister combo and a 6 pack of nuggets and ate every scrap even when I began to feel full. Then I had some chocolate and this was a good day eating...
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I find it so hard to get through the day without feeling anxious or worried or guilty about something...issues today are that I spent about $140 today, on clothes and a dvd. I rarely shop for...
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My mum asked to borrow money today. I couldn't give her any because I have NONE spare at all. And won't for a fair few weeks still. And even if I did i didn't really want to give it to her. She...
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So mum hasn't lost it, but she isn't right at the same time.And now she's annoyed at me because in our conversation on the phone today, she mentioned about how she has been waking up at 2am lately....
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Feeling really sad tonight. Overwhelmed and angry and anxious. Mum is starting to sound out of it again...could be nothing. hope to God it is. I am just sick of the cycles. The mood changes. Her...
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