ImpalaBlack
Status: Telling someone they can't be sad because others have it worse, is like telling someone they can't be happy because others have it better...
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I feel weird...anxious for no reason. I hate this feeling. I just feel down. I can't wait for the day I feel really truely happy. On the inside not just the pretend happiness I show to others.
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Rang mum at 4 cos thats usually when I ring her. She was busy and said she'd ring back in an hour and she still hasn't. I mean it's only been 10 minutes longer then she said. It's just I hate waitng....
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Bloodtests were fine! YAAAAAAAY
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Ok for some reason I can't stop worrying about the bloodtest I had done. Im sure there is nothing wrong with me. Im sure the reason Im tired all the time is due to my depression and the fact that I...
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Well I woke up feeling so depressed (for no apparent reason). Then read a message here that made me feel worse. I don't know wether I'll come back. I liked it here. Being able to actually say howI...
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Doctors went well again. Im going for bloodtests too. Trying not to keep worrying and obsessing about my mums bipolar...Now mum seems a little cranky. Although that is her or used to be her "normal"...
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I feel so anxious & bored & irritated right now!!!!!!! I don't know why really... I hate these feelings! I've got to see my doctor again today. I sooooooooooo don't want to go. Only because I dint...
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Going to see a councellor for the first time tomorow...feel a bit nervous. Like I did with seeing the Doctor the other day. I guess its just that I know how bad I feel. I know how bad it gets and Ive...
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Everything is going pretty well. I still feel soooooo down. Sad. Aching inside. And at this moment I dont know why. I keep worrying bout things that could happen. Or stressing bout stuff that is in...
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Seeing the Doctor went pretty well. Going to start councelling next week.
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Im going to see a doctor today about my depression. Im so nervous. I've only saw him once before and Im worried he wont understand how bad I get, how bad I feel. I need help. What if he can't help...
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I know all my journal entries are downers. But I can't help it. I'm depressed. My mum has bipolar. Im a nervous wreck all the time, wether things are going "well" or not...I told my mum how Ive been...
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Had a horrible nightmare that she got sick again. Please it can't happen please. I feel do depressed & worried.
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I'm so sick of feeling sad and scared. And I don't know what to do because what is making me feel sad & scared is pretty much beyond my control. I hate it when things are out of my control. I'm too...
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So today I was in a weird mood, laughing one second and cranky the next. Which isn’t that unusual for me. But as I was laughing and joking and smiling today it hit me. Deep down I still had the...
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