lindanne
Status: I have moved on since my husband's death, even remarrying, but the challenges of the change are very difficult.
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I lost my husband so suddenly with no time for a goodbye the morning of June 8, 2010. He was here and then gone the next minute! This is what haunts me so much. Although I am glad he left...
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On Sept. 19th I had to put our dog Sam down. Clyde, my wonderful deceased husband (it is still hard to say that) and Sam were great, great friends. Three months after my husbands death I had to...
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My dear Clyde,3 months ago I spent several days and nights talking to you and God about the pain of being without you, the guilt of needing to move on, and the realization that I was beginning to...
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At almost 15 months after you left us so very suddenly my dear Clyde, I have come to the decision that taking care of our huge yard is going to get harder and harder. It also came to me that if I am...
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Lunch was nice, outside right on the Columbia River! But I was uncomfortable. I can usually get comfortable around anyone but not today. He was a gentlemen, but I didn't enjoy myself. I was eager...
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Thank you, thank you for all the wonderful encouragement as a result of my last journal post. You helped me so much. Lunch is today. I will write again. Geez, this is hard!
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A man wants to have lunch with me. He is very nice and I do miss a man's company but I feel soooooo strange about this. I know he would like it to go further than a lunch.I was married to the...
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I can't stop crying this morning. The one year anniversary of your leaving us is but a couple weeks away. There are so many things I want to do, and either can't afford it, or don't have the...
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Well, my sister and I got back from our trip to California. It was great seeing all my friends at conference, my niece and her family. Yet, there was the obvious and hurtful absence of my dear...
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Nine months and the loneliness at times is overwhelming. I miss you so much. Not having you to talk with, to share my emotions, to share our thoughts together is so painful.The kids all have...
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This is a very hard day. I decided it was the time to begin sorting your dresser drawers honey. You always kept more than clothes in the drawers; cards, mementos, etc. Things that were special...
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It has been a hard day. I went through your closet honey and removed all your shirts and pants. I will take them to the Goodwill. Your suits and jackets are still hanging. I had to stop it was...
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"Laughter is the lubricant of the soul" . . . a quote from a friend who is also the minister who taught me so much many years ago. What a great reminder!I exercised this morning, meditated to...
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I wonder if anyone else is having an anxious day todayIf left to myself I am doing OK. I turned a corner on New Years Eve and have been feeling a lot better about moving forward.However, family...
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The tragic events in Tuscon, AZ today have brought so many people to a place they didn't think they would be when they got up this morning. Life is sooooooooo temporary as we are always reminded...
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