cookiemon

dead or alive we are all just waiting to leave this thing we call life,maybe all we need is trust, for ourselves and for others.maybe we can never be trusted, maybe that is the punshiment i deserve

i know i'm supposed to care but i don't, doesn't seem to matter.kinda get to thinking weather anyone would even notice if i wasn't there anymore.everyone seems to have thier place and yet i seem to...

not strong, just a fraud. how can i be clean when the only thought running through my head right at this moment is how i can extract more blood and pain from my body.pain is just not enough anymore....

think i have just given up, this is just not working anymore.no point in being clean, if the hurt just keeps getting worse and doesn't look to be getting any better then stuff it....now i don't care...

think i have just given up, this is just not working anymore.no point in being clean, if the hurt just keeps getting worse and doesn't look to be getting any better then stuff it....now i don't care...

for the second day in a row now all i can think is i want to see blood, more than before, it's stronger now than it has been for awhile. maybe that will ease the fear in my heart, but if it doesn't...

wish i was stronger, second thought no i just wish for blood and more pain than i have ever felt before. i wish i could just disappear from this life and stop hurting. it's not worth being clean...

friendship i would say on the whole is worth the fiight but at the moment i'm begining to think that the fight is to hard. how can you care about someone and then just turn that off because your not...

is it wrong to miss someone. i know that she is my friend and yet i have never felt more out of touch with her, maybe now it is time to give up and know that i will never break the ice that sarounds...

the snake gets us all in the end, sometimes we are lucky and believe that we are free and yet there, always waiting in the shadows, it comes to shake our very foundations, and prove once more that we...

i'm trying so hard at the moment not to be angry and yet i cannot help wanting to hurt,i know thing's are not supposed to be easy and yet i make thing's more and more difficult.if only i could just...

guess i just don't know where or even who i am anymore, so many of the feeling's that are inside me just want to be left alone to die and yet everytime i still manage to raise them from the dead. how...

i guess  people come and go through our lives, sometimes we are lucky and they touch our hearts but for the most they make us sad, in all this sadness comes the knowledge that in the end we are all...

aaahhhhh i just want to scream and rip her head off, where the fuck does she get off treating me like a piece of dirt.one minute she is cold with me the next she is like she used to be, having a...

i knew it was coming i could feel it, just when things carn't get any worse this cheerful season brings you right to your knees.i suppose yet again this is my fault no matter what so i guess i'm...