aaahhhhh i just want to scream and rip her head off, where the fuck does she get off treating me like a piece of dirt.one minute she is cold with me the next she is like she used to be, having a laugh and a joke, what do i keep doing wrong. right at this moment i wish i could say this was my girlfriend at least then i could understand it but she's not, she is just someone i am working with. i feel a close bond with this women and she has shared some of the most trying time's in my life, but now she just feels cold. maybe i don't understand people very well but i would hope that i did not treat people this way i know that at times i can be very irratating but i do try and explain myself. maybe i'm just really bad at knowing the people i care about. maybe i just deserve what i get........i was right i can never let my gaurd down, to many people get hurt.