VioletOctober

It is both infuriating and disheartening to live in a world that is grossly negligent towards mental health awareness. Sometimes, being broken inside can be more painful than having a broken bone....

I am to much of a deep thinker..everything has to be perfect in my eyes and I've come to realize the perfection I've been visualizing is unattainable. How to handle this realization is something that...

So it has been a real long time since i wrote an entry. Im up to 40mgs of prozac now..went down to 30 and up too 40 again because of my obsessions. I dont think it makes much of a difference tho and...

So it has been a real long time since i wrote an entry. Im up to 40mgs of prozac now..went down to 30 and up too 40 again because of my obsessions. I dont think it makes much of a difference tho and...

So it has been a real long time since i wrote an entry. Im up to 40mgs of prozac now..went down to 30 and up too 40 again because of my obsessions. I dont think it makes much of a difference tho and...

So on a positive and happy note Ive been oh so much better. The prozac was a miracle worker. Ive been working at new york and company successfully and even got an award for excelent customer service...

I just do feel like rambling and could use some advice i guess. On a positive note, I started my job at new york and company today and it really helped me to have something else to focus on other...

Okay, so Ive been on the prozac a little over two weeks and it seemed like it started to help but for the past few days its been getting bad again. The obsessions are coming back and when I have...

Okay, so now I'm on two medications. The prozac and the seroquel. The seroquel is supposed to calm me down, since I'm still getting used to the prozac side effects. It's been a week and I'm feeling...

So I'm having pretty much a two day long panic attack. Last night I started to get the worst panic attack I had in a while. A flash of heat thru my body then pure terror and panic about dying from my...

So the good news that I don't THINK the prozac gave me a reaction. I started taking it two days ago and felt fine. I even had a great day yesterday! Very minimal paniic. All of a sudden, after I took...

So I'm just so tired of having to feel constantly in a panic! I HAVE been improving and can actually go out and have fun sometimes and distract myself for a certain period of time but then all of a...

So it has been a real long time since i wrote an entry. Im up to 40mgs of prozac now..went down to 30 and up too 40 again because of my obsessions. I dont think it makes much of a difference tho and...

So it has been a real long time since i wrote an entry. Im up to 40mgs of prozac now..went down to 30 and up too 40 again because of my obsessions. I dont think it makes much of a difference tho and...

So it has been a real long time since i wrote an entry. Im up to 40mgs of prozac now..went down to 30 and up too 40 again because of my obsessions. I dont think it makes much of a difference tho and...