I dont know

So I'm having pretty much a two day long panic attack. Last night I started to get the worst panic attack I had in a while. A flash of heat thru my body then pure terror and panic about dying from my medication (prozac). I keep getting this stupid fear that it's gonna kill me. I also cant stop thinking about dying in general and its absolutely horrifying me. I can NOT take it. I can't rationalize anything no matter how hard I try. I suppose that's what the prozac is for. I prayy that it works so bad! It takes a few weeks but they say itll start to kick in within a week or two. its been 5 days today. All day I've been nervous and am having mini attacks. I was feeling okay at one point but it came back. I'm like living off xanex now and it's not even helping as well as it did because the dose is so small. I'm afraid to raise it because I don't wanna get addicted. Right now Im feeling dizzy and naseous and its making me even more nervous. Every time i close my eyes I feel sick, I'm afraid of being alone so Im sitting in the living room with my mom and stepdad and I don't want them to go to bed because I dont wanna be alone in my room and Im shaking and ugh I don't even know what else to say. My heart is racing I feel like I cant breath. I keep getting these heat flashes, especially in my head. I really hope the prozaqc works and i hope my fear of it goes away. It's here to help me, meanwhile, I sit here and worry about it anyway. I swear I'm so tired of this. ugh i wanna like jump out of my skin right now!