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  Poem Titled: Colors

  Posted by: jassmarsh

  Posted: 09/12/2017

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  I see red, the color of my tears that I shed that turns into tiger stripes that don't seem to go away for they have become a piece of art on my body and i became the canvas of my own imagination. I see blue, water, where i start to drown, suffocating by my own thoughts that wont let me breathe while everyone else seems to be floating. Im yelling words that are silent to those who are blind and cant seem to find anything wrong with this picture. I see purple, as i look in the mirror from my rope...

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  I don't want a Birthday

  Posted by: jassmarsh

  Last Reply: suicidal 09/17/2017

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  My birthay is friday and i dont want it to come. Ima be alone like usual, and quite frankly I wish i wasnt alive to see it. You're suppose to celebrate life but I've been dead a long time ago and I don't have one or want one. Celebration comes when im dead. The urges get stronger, the cutting gets deeper. Seems better if I just wasn't here. Honestly. Idc

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  Nobody Cares

  Posted by: jassmarsh

  Last Reply: serenityspeaks 08/29/2017

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  Nobody cares, i dont care what ppl say, nobody cares. Ppl will sit there and watch you slowly kill yourself, you can cry for help and everyone turns their heads. Already feel alone more and more everyday. Nobody cares until you die, then im the stupid one cuz i killed myself.... Idc anymore, no one else does so why should I. 

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  New Friend

  Posted by: jassmarsh

  Posted: 08/23/2017

  jassmarsh became friends with sexy_mel101.

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  Hug

  Posted by: jassmarsh

  Posted: 08/11/2017

  jassmarsh sent a hug to billy1

  Feel Better, Glad you're still here..
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  New Friend

  Posted by: jassmarsh

  Posted: 08/10/2017

  jassmarsh became friends with jennbeth.

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  Suicidal and Alone

  Posted by: jassmarsh

  Last Reply: Elentari 08/09/2017

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  Im 22 years old and I think about killing myself everyday. I feel so alone in a world of billions of people, not one to connect with me or understand me. Im alone. Everything I do, Im alone. Im scared of what can happen but Im starting not to care what happens.I just want someone to talk to, understand or atleast get me. Im willing to give out my number 9092312392  Anyone? You can text me or not, i dont know, im just tired of feeling like this.

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  Hug

  Posted by: jassmarsh

  Posted: 08/07/2017

  jassmarsh sent a hug to billy1

  I hope you feel better. Nothing is wrong with you. Perfectly imperfect.
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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: jassmarsh

  Posted: 08/07/2017

  jassmarsh commented on the discussion Lost.

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  Lost

  Posted by: jassmarsh

  Last Reply: jassmarsh 08/07/2017

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  I dont want to bare this weight anymore, the pain i feel everyday, the thoughts that consume sooo much of me everyday, I cant focus or concentrate on anything. Depression has ruined my life, I feel like ive lost everyone and i dont know what to do anymore or where to go anymore, i feel like i have no one and i am alone. I wish someone in my life would understand, everyday is a fight with myself to live.  

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  New Friend

  Posted by: jassmarsh

  Posted: 08/07/2017

  jassmarsh became friends with Junetwentyseventh.

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: jassmarsh

  Posted: 08/06/2017

  jassmarsh commented on the discussion Im Nobody and Alone.

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  Im Nobody and Alone

  Posted by: jassmarsh

  Last Reply: jassmarsh 08/06/2017

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  Last night my friends had a game night. It started like 9p. I showed up around 12a and stood outside listening to how much fun they were having, watching the smiles and laughs and all I could do was stand outside alone, I couldnt go in. I felt like no one wanted me there or even cared if I was there or not. I eventually went back home and locked myself in my room where I felt wanted. My walls are the only ones who hear my cries at night, my pillows are the only ones to catch my tears and dry...

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  New Friend

  Posted by: jassmarsh

  Posted: 08/05/2017

  jassmarsh became friends with surfermonkey.