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Im Nobody and Alone

jassmarsh
jassmarsh

Last night my friends had a game night. It started like 9p. I showed up around 12a and stood outside listening to how much fun they were having, watching the smiles and laughs and all I could do was stand outside alone, I couldnt go in. I felt like no one wanted me there or even cared if I was there or not. I eventually went back home and locked myself in my room where I felt wanted. My walls are the only ones who hear my cries at night, my pillows are the only ones to catch my tears and dry my eyes, my bed is the only one that holds me while i cry myself to sleep. I hate this feeling, And my roomate is right next door and I feel that she can care less about me, didnt even offer a ride to game night that she went to as well. Im just nobody and alone, and thats how im going to die, nobody and alone. Im tired of trying, ready to go, better off without me. 

sharaninmd
sharaninmd
You are somebody who deserves to live. There are people who care about you. Please don't give up. It was rude of your roommate to not ask you to ride with her. Some people just don't think like we think they should. Sorry you were unable to join in on game night, Hopefully, next time will be different.
meandmydog
meandmydog
I'm so sorry you feel this way , Depression isn't an easy thing for us or for our friends and family , I don't know your story but I hope you have a doctor who takes an interest in your well being and you are on medication and in therapy I personally have found therapy to be helpful. I mean it's not the cure all by any means but it can help. This group is great as well there are a lot of really caring people on here who can give advice, listen, or just send you a virtual hug . much love (( hugs))
briggy1
briggy1
You are somebody! Get out, find friends who care, volunteer if need be. Being alone brings on too many bad ideas and feelings. Life is too short to spend it by yourself.
billy1
billy1
maybe the pain is too much too see that we are here for you we care i was thinking about you the moment you added me i cared about you alot more than i already do we love you
OLDBIKER
OLDBIKER
This s what depression does. It is an isolater. It makes us feel we are all alone, that no-one cares and, it causes us to shut ourselves away from society. Being alone physically, is one of our worst enemies. When we are alone, our minds run rampant and all kinds of thoughts run through our thinking. I don't know if you are on any kind of medication but, there are some out there who can really help. I have fought depression since 1995. I have periods where all goes well then, a "trigger" comes along and upsets me. I have learned the signs of depression and I do my best to remind myself where these feeling are coming from. I don't know all your circumstances or the issues you are dealing with but, don't give up or give in. People here will do their best to help. I have been here for 8 yrs. doing what I can to encourage others.
alwythnkaboutsex
alwythnkaboutsex
I know these are just words but we have to start somewhere. If it is not easy to start a conversation I know how that is. I feel the same way. When I go to get together if I don't know many people there I don't start the conversation and often don't talk to many people at all. Don't take that to mean no one cares. Maybe we just need to start here. We are talking. Maybe this is the conversation we both need. Someone has come to you and started a conversation. Feel needed. I need someone to talk too.
jassmarsh
jassmarsh
It all sucks, Wish I was normal
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