therandomgirl268

I'm not dealing with this any more. I'm going to loose weight. No more excuses.  Starting weight 204.4 

So, I'm about to be a senior in high school. When I was younger, I thought that by this time, I would have had myself figured out. I would know where I wanted to go to college, what I wanted to do...

I haven't used this site in a while. It's a good thing; I haven't needed to. In 11 days, it'll be one year since I've last self-harmed. It's been tough, with a lot of triggers and urges, but I'm...

Well, I'm over half way done with Sophomore year. Life hasn't gotten any easier. My addiction to cutting has gotten worse. Anorexic thoughts and bulimic tendencies have never been greater. Suicidal...

So, i am at this boarding school for high school.Before I continue, I want to be here. I was not forced. I did not do anything bad. This was MY choice.I love it here, but it has gotten me sooo...

So, she died on August 7th, 2010.She commited suicide.A note was left on her desk, "This is something I need to do, for myself. Thanks to the few people who cared about me, I love you. Hope to see...

so, i came back yesterday from a cruise. there might have been food available to me whenever i wanted, but i didnt think much about it, because i didnt think i ate much more than i used to. well, i...

so lately, i have been reading a tremendous amount. i just finished the book glass castle, by jannette walls. fantastic book, although hard to read due to the immense tragedy, i recommend it. i could...

In no specific order:1.  Grow Up- Simple Plan2. Welcome to my life- Simple Plan3. Crazy- Simple Plan4. I miss you- Blink- 1825. Realize- Colbie Caillat6. Cut My Wrists- Hawthorne Heights7. Lyrical...

So, i am trying to figure out when i should come out to my parents. I am leaving for school in a month, and i dont know if i should do it before then or what. I am not really anxious or nervous to do...

i know, i know. i havent been on for over a month. but i have been at camp, and i was gonna write before to let everyone know, but things cant always happen perfectly. so while i was there i lost...

I am going on a plane in a few hours, visiting family and shit. I graduated from 8th grade yesterday. woohooo. -.- summer is here, gonna let myself go. gonna do the things i never thought i wanted...

i dont know. havent updated my goal yet. thought i would do so now, thats all.  

havent written in a whileeee. i dont really feel like it, have a lot of finals, and shit to do. not much else happening. i have a splitting headache. im gonna take an advil, or something and go...

I stand here on the edge, my mind deciding what to do. My mind is racing, My body trembling. I stand on the precipice of life and death. One step to the left, I am gone. Forever. From peoples...