It's been a while.
Well, I'm over half way done with Sophomore year.
Life hasn't gotten any easier.
My addiction to cutting has gotten worse. Anorexic thoughts and bulimic tendencies have never been greater. Suicidal thoughts are overtaking me. I've been spiralling downward.
I'm not really sure what to do at this point.
I've kind of just given up. Not in that sense though. I've just stopped caring about the things that bring me down. It's not necessarily a bad thing.
I'm not sure anymore, though.
Well, goodnight.
Life hasn't gotten any easier.
My addiction to cutting has gotten worse. Anorexic thoughts and bulimic tendencies have never been greater. Suicidal thoughts are overtaking me. I've been spiralling downward.
I'm not really sure what to do at this point.
I've kind of just given up. Not in that sense though. I've just stopped caring about the things that bring me down. It's not necessarily a bad thing.
I'm not sure anymore, though.
Well, goodnight.
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What triggers your ED and cutting? Stress? Anxiety? Is there more things going on right now than usual? I know once I realized what triggers me into bad behaviors it made it a bit easier to calm myself before going overboard with the ED tendencies. I hope things get better. I am sorry to hear you are struggling so bad. I will be thinking of you!!