It's Been Long Time.
I haven't used this site in a while. It's a good thing; I haven't needed to.
In 11 days, it'll be one year since I've last self-harmed. It's been tough, with a lot of triggers and urges, but I'm learning how to be stronger every day. I'm beginning to think that maybe I am enough.
I've been getting a lot of anxiety lately. It's never terrible, but usually ends in me crying, shaking, and hyperventilating until something calms me down.
Eating disorder has been okay, but every day I can see another pound adding on, and I hate it. We'll see how that goes.
I'm in my spring trimester of my junior year. Things have gone by really fast.
6 week road trip across the US, 3 months in Israel, and winter trimester. Now it's spring.
Here's to the future, and learning to accept myself and overcome my struggles.
In 11 days, it'll be one year since I've last self-harmed. It's been tough, with a lot of triggers and urges, but I'm learning how to be stronger every day. I'm beginning to think that maybe I am enough.
I've been getting a lot of anxiety lately. It's never terrible, but usually ends in me crying, shaking, and hyperventilating until something calms me down.
Eating disorder has been okay, but every day I can see another pound adding on, and I hate it. We'll see how that goes.
I'm in my spring trimester of my junior year. Things have gone by really fast.
6 week road trip across the US, 3 months in Israel, and winter trimester. Now it's spring.
Here's to the future, and learning to accept myself and overcome my struggles.
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Congrats on making it one whole year! I take clonazepam for my anxiety and it really makes a huge difference have hardly had a panic attack in months. Good luck and continue to have faith in yourself you have come a long way, you are beautiful person full of strength. God Bless