SoleyUnrequited

OK. So kevin is gone for a week. Yes I feel uneasy about him being gone and the fact I miss him? Maybe I miss the suspense between us. Not quite sure but I spoke with my girl friend about it. She...

Nothing annoys me more than to get all excited only for nothing. Fuck. So i guess nothing is happenign tonight. I need to get out of my house or do something productive with my friends. I'm so...

So I've mde plans to hang ut with my friends tonight. Hopefully this will prove to be fun. Though I wont put my hopes up.Last night i got so pissed that I didn't get to see my friends or Kevin and...

Never say Kevin or my friends. Reallt pissed me offa. I'm to angry to write about it but at least i got drunk tonight...Fuck... I hate my life.

I'm excited about seeing Kevin again before he goes on his trip. Now I hope he doesn't try anything fast like kiss me or anything. That long hug last night was intense...And on Facebook I noticed...

I have an inner voice telling me I can't waste my time thinking anyone could love me. Once he finds out what's wrong with me, he's dodge. I need to delay talk about feelings with him and just try to...

Hello by EvanescencePlayground school bell rings again Rain clouds come to play again Has no one told you she's not breathing? Hello I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to Hello If I smile and...

I was going out nights in a row and whenever I spend a few days indoors I get antsy about leaving the house. Like said before, I'm in a blank state when I'm alone in my room with my music, games and...

Last night I got depressed enough to cry a little because I waited for my friend to call me back and he ended up falling asleep on me. So I called him only to get an apology. The thing was I wanted...

I'm back from my meeting. It was interesting. We walked around the mall and just talked, shared some interests. I'm not sure if he'd want to see me again. I'm his first friend out of his college he's...

OMG OMG OMG I'm going to meet a cute guy today. We met online and only been talking a couple times. He's new to the are so we are meeting up. I usually don't do something like this because i tend to...

I just woke up and feel okay right now. Not happy or sad just really kind of blank right now.Last night I spoke to my ex boyfriend who also happens to be my best friend about my feelings. He said he...

I feel so alone. Although I know there are close friends who are always "here for me", when I need someone to talk to I can't go to them. The loneliness is all I can think about now because I'm...

As I like to help people I find it difficult to be happy while helping others who are constantly depressed. It does wear me out. I can't keep being there for the same people who seek someone to...

Turns out I have to see three different doctors before I'm tranfered to  another building closer to my house. i surely hope to meet my permanent doctor there instead of being bounced around. Todays...