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Where is the time going? Bills are going to pile up, the more time I'm not working. I am greatful my partner spotted me $ for my internet bill, I need the internet to search for work. I looked in the...

I'm going on three weeks not working again, I'm really starting to feel the emptyness, lonliness, bordom, anxiety, wanting to break down and cry. What happened to the happy go lucky girl in me? I was...

After crazy thoughts last night, I have seemed to come out of it. I am going to make this day turn out GREAT. I already started my day off with a 3 mile Jog/Walk, I'm looking around at my messy...

Got up this morning feeling good, I cooked a big breakfast for my honey and me. Love to cook, Eggs, Bacon, Potatos with a Flour Tortilla and coffee, and now I am really full, I want to soo soo bad...

I was going to take a break from walking on the weekends, but I ate a breakfast sandwich, and thought I would walk some of it off.  I must keep busy today, Rudy had to work 1/2 day.  Maybe I...

I woke up late today, I usualy wake up at 7:00 have my coffee, get online and off walking I go, because where I am you need to start early, the heat can be ugly. OH WELL. I got a call from an Agency...

Today is a new day, I got on the scale, yes I did it, I got on the scale, for a long time I couldn't step on the scale. I weigh 161.  I feel good today, it's beautiful outside, the birds are...

Last summer my sister had said some things that my mother had said about me and I had confronted my mom when she visted me and she never denied saying the things. I just can't seem to let it go. I...

My head starts to spin thinking crazy thoughts, when I send people who know me and I know them an email or message on FB and I don't get a reply I automatically think they are mad at me, they heard...

Went into work today and came home early cause they let me go. Their in the middle of transitioning alot of the work over to their other office in another state. They were going to hire me back in...

Well I finally got on the scale and couldn't believe I let myself gain sooo much weight, 169 at that. My BMI is considered (OBESITY) I found this site that tracks your intake of food and it counts...

I went on Craigslist to brouse the job listings over the weekend and came across one that was full time and admin/clerical, sounded good, and I had to leave a message on their voicemail and that they...

I was getting ready for work yesturday around 11:30am and I wanted to wear these pair of pants but they needed to be sewed. I brought my pants in the kitchen where my sewing kit is and began to...

Well I'm feeling a little down.  I want to go places do something, I want to get out of the same old same old. I'm feeling icelated, Lets go fishing, go to Laughlin I want to have FUN. I'm 43 and...

I'm feeling slummped, I have not been in the mood to exercise I'm feeling slumpy, Our 24 ovacado trees have been planted, lots and lots of watering. Chickens are laying eggs, so we have lots and lots...