MsmithH8

In 2 days I will be 7 weeks pregnant. My first ultrasound is on the 13th. I'm a little nervous. I want to have a natural childbirth if I can. My moodswings are driving me nuts though. Since I'm...

It has been a really long time since I was on. I am engaged and living with my fiance. I've had 3 positive pregnancy tests, and I'm thinking I'm about a month along. I plan on going to planned...

But I woke up feeling really sick. No puking, but still, not fun. Hehe. I have outpatient in4 hours. I hope I fall back asleep. My arms hurt :/ idk. Might mosy downstairs for a snack.Could not seem...

 So it's been a long time since I've been on here. I was in the hospital for 11 days because I was planning to commit suicide so they put me on prozac. I finish outpatient therapy tomorrow. I've...

So friday I had to do some blood tests because I've been beconing lightheaded when I stand after sitting or lying down, even for a short period of time. So it was decided I had orthostatic...

 It infuriates me that there are so many bleeding hearts that are so supportive of sex offenders. Now there are a few un-neccessary registered offenders, teens who have been dating and what not, but...

  I donated blood today. It was fun. I got a tshirt and cookies, and punch, which is the best part, other than saving lives, of donating blood. My hand went numb about 5 minutes in, but that's...

I'm not by MsmithH8Verse:No time, no space, tryin' to figure out this place I'm in, can't get out. And, here I am, unsure, don't know what I'm look' for,Seeing signs on this road, which way do I go? ...

 I find it incredibly amusing, looking at my childhood and all the things that have gone on in my life, I never once turned to drugs or any illegal activity. I mean I was a model student in middle...

 Today I woke up at 6:30am, and went again to volunteer at circle of hope around 7:30. I worked the entire time, all the way til 3pm. I felt so badass. I didn't take a single break. I like being...

I volunteered for two hours today and time flew pretty quickly. I really enjoy volunteering at circle of hope. I feel like life is getting a little brighter just by helping some family, or in this...

 Today I got up early and went to therapy at nine. Then I went straight to volunteer at Cirlce of concern, helping in the warehoue boxing up food and canned goods for about 5 hours. It was loads of...

"What wound did ever heal but by degrees?"- Shakespeare (from Othello) Morpheus:  "It is sometimes a mistake to climb, it is always a mistake never even to make the attempt." Sandman #6: Fables and...

 So the majority of childhood, my biological father was not a part of my life, and my mother tried to convince me he was this piece of crap loser who did not want or love me, and who had abandoned...

 Physical and mental abuse for me started at 18 months. My mom's husband at the time was an alcoholic who had no idea what the fuck he was doing with kids, and thought it was ok to beat, force-feed...