MsmithH8

So it's been a little over two months since I lost my baby Jeremiah... Time has eased the pain a little, but I feel very much alone in my feelings. I started school hours away from my boyfriend and...

In 2 days I will be 7 weeks pregnant. My first ultrasound is on the 13th. I'm a little nervous. I want to have a natural childbirth if I can. My moodswings are driving me nuts though. Since I'm...

It has been a really long time since I was on. I am engaged and living with my fiance. I've had 3 positive pregnancy tests, and I'm thinking I'm about a month along. I plan on going to planned...

But I woke up feeling really sick. No puking, but still, not fun. Hehe. I have outpatient in4 hours. I hope I fall back asleep. My arms hurt :/ idk. Might mosy downstairs for a snack.Could not seem...

 So it's been a long time since I've been on here. I was in the hospital for 11 days because I was planning to commit suicide so they put me on prozac. I finish outpatient therapy tomorrow. I've...

So friday I had to do some blood tests because I've been beconing lightheaded when I stand after sitting or lying down, even for a short period of time. So it was decided I had orthostatic...

 It infuriates me that there are so many bleeding hearts that are so supportive of sex offenders. Now there are a few un-neccessary registered offenders, teens who have been dating and what not, but...

  I donated blood today. It was fun. I got a tshirt and cookies, and punch, which is the best part, other than saving lives, of donating blood. My hand went numb about 5 minutes in, but that's...

I'm not by MsmithH8Verse:No time, no space, tryin' to figure out this place I'm in, can't get out. And, here I am, unsure, don't know what I'm look' for,Seeing signs on this road, which way do I go? ...

 I find it incredibly amusing, looking at my childhood and all the things that have gone on in my life, I never once turned to drugs or any illegal activity. I mean I was a model student in middle...

 Today I woke up at 6:30am, and went again to volunteer at circle of hope around 7:30. I worked the entire time, all the way til 3pm. I felt so badass. I didn't take a single break. I like being...

I volunteered for two hours today and time flew pretty quickly. I really enjoy volunteering at circle of hope. I feel like life is getting a little brighter just by helping some family, or in this...

 Today I got up early and went to therapy at nine. Then I went straight to volunteer at Cirlce of concern, helping in the warehoue boxing up food and canned goods for about 5 hours. It was loads of...

"What wound did ever heal but by degrees?"- Shakespeare (from Othello) Morpheus:  "It is sometimes a mistake to climb, it is always a mistake never even to make the attempt." Sandman #6: Fables and...

 So the majority of childhood, my biological father was not a part of my life, and my mother tried to convince me he was this piece of crap loser who did not want or love me, and who had abandoned...