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  Posted by: sarajustine

  Posted: 02/23/2017

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  My mother is asking me what's wrong but she can't help. she never has been able to help me, especially when I needed it. She was never there, so she can't help me she can only stand from afar and worry. I am so angry at her, and my dad, and everyone else in my life when I was growing up. I feel so disabled. And this fucking journaling isn't helping. It's such bullshit. Everything / everyone is bullshit. I don't know why my therapist insists I go on a dating website when I don't even know what...

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  Posted: 02/23/2017

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  I feel so alone. No one understands. My mother doesn't understand. My father, my sister, they're all responsible and now I'm here, at this age. Alone all the time, just like when I was a child, and then high school and then college. it's like every year is the same no matter what I try and do to get better.I put myself on a dating website but it only depresses me. No one I like is interested in me, and everyone I don't like is flooding my inbox. I just don't think there's any hope for me, I...

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  Chronic Loneliness

  Posted by: sarajustine

  Posted: 02/23/2017

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  I struggle with a number of things. First of all, vaginismus. So I''m still a virgin and I've never managed to successfully have proper sex or even a proper relationship. I'm turning 29 soon and my birthday is always a huge source of depression for me. I try so many things and i feel like I never seem to move forward. My therapist says I have to do the internal work too, not just the external work, so I'm trying to explore how deeply and eternally lonely I have felt all my life. Even when I'm...

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  Hug

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  Posted: 02/23/2017

  sarajustine sent a hug to ohboy12
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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 02/22/2017

  sarajustine joined the group Loneliness.

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  Journal Like

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  Posted: 02/22/2017

  sarajustine liked TeamDS's journal Affirmation for February 21, 2017.

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  Journal Like

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  Posted: 02/22/2017

  sarajustine liked TeamDS's journal Affirmation for February 22, 2017.

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  Posted: 02/22/2017

  sarajustine commented on the discussion Answer to Chronic Lonliness?.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 02/22/2017

  sarajustine became friends with TeamDS.