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Whata can I say?  I'm almost there!  This week, I moved into my own little place, and I love it!  It's smaller and older than what we've been living in, but my and I are so excited about it and...

Hi All!  I am happy to report that there is life on the other side!  I've been there, and that's why I've been too busy here lately to get on here much.  But for those of you who haven't crossed...

I don't know whether to laugh or cry.  Okay, I admit I want to laugh at this! I know that laughing at this may be completely immature and not conducive to my healing process, but it is what it is so...

Okay, jealousy is another one of those emotions that just make me sick.  It makes me sick to see it, it makes me sick to feel it.  Especially when I know I shouldn't.   By reading my previous...

So I just vented about my H coming back late from visiting his 'friends' up in OK City.  While he was away, my kids and I baked up a couple of batches of holiday cookies, one batch which was given...

Okay, I know this may seem a little off balanced.  All of this weekend has been great--my H has been out of town going to a wedding for his friend, my kids and I have had a blast, so what's there to...

Wouldn't it be nice if life were as simple as it was in the first grade?  It's a pleasing thought that instantly brings relief to the soul.   My seven year old son is autistic.  He doesn't speak...

I feel so disgusted.   There are two reasons why my H is the only man I have ever slept with.  Number one is because I always believed in being pure to ones mate, and I knew that my virginity was...

It is 8:30 pm and I just realized that today is October 24th--my mother's birthday.   And I forgot.   I had a brain fart.  )~:   I hope she understands. I love my mom.

Whew.Today was an insane day. I am glad it's finished. Moreover, I am thankful for the most peaceful and relaxing night I have experienced since D-day. For tonight, I am at home alone with my...

Well, here I am today, hoping that things would be better. Little did I know that my H would end up in jail this evening. After seeing my counselor today, I knew it was inevitable--we had to...

Hate is an emotion, some say the most passionate emotion, that we are all tempted to feel at times, to allow ourselves to succumb to. But before deciding to allow yourself to plunge into that...

I have to let off a load.  I have taken most of this week off from work to help get my head on straight.  All of my co-workers have been supportive in my decision to do so.  I've been trying to...

After feeling ill most of the day today (which was kind of a reprieve, actually- it took my mind off of the other thoughts that have been festering in my mind!) I took a moment to read another...