Kristian20601
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- Some days I wish I could go back to disavowing my emotions and just be cold and logical. I think that it made me a weaker person but dealing with these emotions makes things less clear, less decisive.
- Been an alright day. Nothing much to talk about. I wasn't completely honest with my work product today in that I was definitelty distracted and not focused. I attended the meetings that I needed to but didn't accomplish much else. So in a way that's...
- I has been probably weeks since I posted, and I was reminded that I was not following through last night. That is also a kind of lie. I have felt like things were going well lately and it was easy to let my posting slip. I look at others posts and I...
- Back in August when I started facing my problems and attempting to change my life for the better I would say that I had no feelings. Really what was happening was I was surpressing all of them. It didn't matter if they were positive or negative, I...
- Hello. My name is Kris and I am a compulsive liar. Today started rough with little sleep, then it was good before work, now after work it's started badly. We are both tired and we disagree about a conversation that we had yesterday. She is now...
- Hello. My name is Kris and I am a compulsive liar. I haven't been keeping track of how many days since my last lie but it feels like it's been a few anyway. Today has been rough. Not from a lying perspective, that's actually been easy. My friend...
- Hello, my name is Kris and I am a compulsive liar. The last few days have been trying since my friend has not been well and that means that I am called on to help her out which mainly involves tons of back rubs, which gets tiring and also the...
- Hello. My name is Kris and I am a compulsive liar. I have slipped from doing this daily. It has been easy to slip since it's the holidays and everything else is out of whack. The friend has been sick for the last couple days and that is hard to...
- Hello, my name is Kris and I am a compulsive liar. It was a rough weekend and a few days since I have posted. The holidays are always stressful and with this year it's extra. The friend and I had a few battles over the weekend, one of which got...
- Hello. My name is Kris and I am a compulsive liar. Today I worked from home which meant more time with my friend. As anyone that has been reading my posts knows, that means more friction and probably more tension. I maintained myself today. I tried...
- Hello. My name is Kris and I am a compulsive liar. Today has been fairly calm. I didn't feel the need to lie today. My friend and I have been fairly civil which is nice. We did talk about the future, and the present, and it was nice to just talk and...
- Hello my name is Kris and I am a compulsive liar. While not an outright lie I had a fight today with my friend because instead of acknowledging that my mother is stirring things up between us I immeadiately got defensive and tried to turn it around...
- Hello. My name is Kris and I am a compulsive liar. I missed my post yesterday and that means that today is day 1, again. Not because I missed the post but because I said that I was going to do it, then I didn't. It sucks knowing that "everyone" else...
- Hello, name's Kris. I am a compulsive liar. I think I managed to get a post in almost every day this week and I even took the time to read and respond to some posts. I missed my SAA meeting last night because I scheduled my therapy appointment...
- Hello. My name is Kris and I am a compulsive liar. Last night was a good test. My friend was back in the hospital not feeling well and I was home alone. She called several times to check in and each time I was and had been doing as I was supposed...