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Well it looks like I cannot wait until this month is over. This has been the worst month as far as my emotions are concern. I thought I at least came clost to having a handle on things but this is...

Finals are now complete and now I'm ready for Graduation on 7 May 2010

Today is the anniversary of the worst day of my life. I lost my Lifetime Love on this day last year and it just churns my stomach. This is the last time I get to say last year we were doing this,...

Sometimes I wonder if Andrea is in a better place, I wonder whats it like, if she is happy again, does she wish I were there as I do her here. People says she in a better place but no one really...

First I want to say that I hope you all had a wonderful weekend. I know it's a challenge to most of you and to some this day doesn't have the same meaning as it once did and I can attest to that...

I understand that part of the healing process after losing your love (spouse, family member or significant other) is dealing with the loneliness without them especially when it was just you two. But...

First I want to say Happy New Years to everyone and I wish each and everyone you, your family and friends the very best that life has to offer. Yes I must admit the Holidays was a serious challenge...

Hello all, I hope this update finds you, your family and friends in the very best of health. Well as you all know that have reached the holiday season and with some of you may have mixed emotions...

Hello all, I hope you guys had a wonderful Thanksgiving and looking forward to a wonderful holiday season, Merry Christmas and a Very Happy New Year. I've just returned after a month break. I decided...

Sometimes I feel that Life doesn't really matter anymore. I Live today and could be dying tomorrow and it wouldn't phase me a bit. I sometimes feel that I'm just here going through the motions until...

It's been 6 months since I lost my Love and I'm still trying to convince myself that this is just a bad dream and I need to wake up. Moving forward is a real challenge for me right now but I am...

I recall in the mid 90s there was an 18 month period that I lost my Grandmother, both my brothers and what would have been our first and only child that I considered the worst era of my life until...

I say this because my wife and I had been together for over 29 years with 24 of them being married and without her this House is no longer a Home, just a resting place. The evenings and weekends are...

Things are coming along very well so far and I hope it will continue. Yes I still have my ambush moments but I deal with them as they arrive, they visit but I'm determine to make sure it's a short...

Well it looks like I cannot wait until this month is over. This has been the worst month as far as my emotions are concern. I thought I at least came clost to having a handle on things but this is...