A Better Place????

Sometimes I wonder if Andrea is in a better place, I wonder whats it like, if she is happy again, does she wish I were there as I do her here. People says she in a better place but no one really knows.  Do we say this just to rationalize our minds after loosing a Love one? Or do we say this because we feel if that person cannot be here then they should be somewhere living again and enjoying a new life and just waiting for us to unite again. I like to think she is in a better place but I also feel the better place is with me, selfish yes I admit and I'm damn proud of it. Moving forward is a challenge enough but to feel Love again is a even greater challenge, but keep in mind that it is a challenge but not impossible. I'm just asking that you try not to isolate yourself from the world or those who care and/or those want to show their care, it's just not a healthy decision in the grieving process.
This is the week we were told to prepare for the worst, she was gone within 3 weeks
I just wish the very best each and everyone of you in your path to move forward.
T.