Please give me the strength to get through this day and those to follow. Today is five calendar months since my husband passed. It doesn't seem to matter whether it's five minutes,hours,days, weeks,months, years or eternity. I miss him more than words can describe. Nothing is the same, I am not the same. I am searching for peace, some way to accept this unimaginable journey. I want to be strong, yet this sorrow is continually right under the surface. I want my life to get better, but how can it when it already was so good with him here? It is still so unimaginable. Sorry to be debbie downer today. Just needed to express my grief to those that understand. Hugs and Love to all, Michele