Pulmonary Embolism Support Group
By far the most common form of pulmonary embolism is a thromboembolism, which occurs when a blood clot, generally a venous thrombus, becomes dislodged from its site of formation and embolizes to the arterial blood supply of one of the lungs. Symptoms may include difficulty breathing, pain during breathing, and more rarely circulatory instability and death.
And I didn't mean to sound like I was yelling at you , ha! I just think in general, folks get way absorbed in really disheartening information, especially in the beginning, and I think it can really mess with your head and cause some of the crazy feelings we've all experienced.
I agree that getting medical records is one's absolute right. Of course, your line of work allows you the benefit of understanding some of the lingo on those records. For most people, they're difficult to understand, and can sometimes create even more anxiety, because it's just data without the benefit of explanation. It all looks dreadful.
So I think a balance of education with not getting wigged out about information is key. It's hard to do. A PE is the scariest business.
Chris is so right. There's often this hyper awareness, or diligence thing that happens to people which can leave people highly sensitive to every thing in their body.
"Critical thinking is the process of thinking that questions assumptions. It is a way of deciding whether a claim is true, false; sometimes true, or partly true."
Pretty much everything I had going on after my PEs seemed to be a direct result of the PEs. And, most of it has resolved, even though I'm a lifer.
And cjmenjou is right ... correlation is not causation. It is like those people (this is the only example I can think of right now, sorry) who had just touched a doorknob or pressed a button to the elevator when the building in Oklahoma City blew up. They thought it was their fault ... that somehow they had caused it by doing whatever it was they had done. In actuality the two events were unrelated ... they just happened to happen at the same time.
Ultimately, it may be really hard to tell what is causing what with PE recovery. You start new meds, you're tackled with anxiety, lots of us aren't sleeping well (and I can tell you insomnia can cause myriad issues by itself), we might be dehydrated, AND our bodies just suffered major trauma.
It gets so chicken-and-egg after a while that I just stopped trying to figure it all out. I'd rather treat the root cause of a problem, but sometimes you just don't know what that is so you wind up just treating the problem. Sometimes that is really all you can do.
You're rife with anxiety, for example ... hard to tell what is causing it or what it is connected to. So, you treat the anxiety. Practice relaxation, take meds, go for walks, see a therapist ... whatever works for you. Being proactive with this stuff is sometimes the only way to feel like you've got some control.
The only way you could probably really figure out how warfarin affected you would be to be 100% healthy and take it for six months and figure out what happens. None of us are ever gonna be in that position, so for a lot of us, the side effects are mostly speculation. So much happened to us in such a short time ... you may never know what is causing the symptoms.
Hang in there!
**** It is like those people (this is the only example I can think of right now, sorry) who had just touched a doorknob or pressed a button to the elevator when the building in Oklahoma City blew up. They thought it was their fault ... that somehow they had caused it by doing whatever it was they had done. In actuality the two events were unrelated ... they just happened to happen at the same time.*****
Off topic a bit, but I recently watched the movie Contagion!
***Contagion follows the rapid progress of a lethal airborne virus that kills within days. As the fast-moving epidemic grows, the worldwide medical community races to find a cure and control the panic that spreads faster than the virus itself.****
LOL I spent a few days trying to not touch ANYTHING and trying to learn to drink my Starbucks coffee using my elbows!!!!!
Not a movie for people who have a high degree of anxiety in their life.
I do my best to avoid movies that I know will cause me undue anxiety, like Contagion or Up in the Air (I fly for my job, or, rather, I used to).
I've got to say, though, that Kontroll being my favorite movie hasn't affected my ability to ride a subway ;)
I've noticed more freckles than usual myself. I'm a redhead, though, so freckles are just a part of my life. I noticed some on my leg, though, which doesn't see the sun, and I wondered if that could be related to the warfarin.
I've gotten less sun everywhere than usual, though, and my face freckles are definitely increasing.
I'm intrigued. Must (eep!) go look this up now.