My whole life I have struggled with an eating disorder and body image issues. I'm 31 years old now and have hit an all time high in my weight. I used to be very hard on myself binging, purging, excersising in excess, using and abusing stimulants. Etc. I am currently unable to lose weight now due to some life changes. I'm feeling miserable and getting stuck in self pity mode. Wondering if I will just come to terms with myself about being fat for the next decade or if I will be able to find a program for weight loss and support system different than my usual self sabotaging abusive patterns towards my body. Is there anyone else struggling/ whose struggled with depression about their body weight who might care to share their thoughts?
BUT----how hard it is for me to NOT give up-------For those who don't know---I HATE myself---my looks---etc----how can I accept things that I cannot change when they are apparent 24/7?????? I attempted suicide twice because I view me as detestful!!!If you don't know my story and would like to---read journals or I'll be glad to share---Thank you for your time and I appreciate any and all advice
Just 2 more weeks, 32 games left in the 2018 season and the beginning of the Playoffs. This has been one heck of a ride. Hoping everyone has been having fun, picking the games and interacting with each other. Hope new friends have been made and old friends reunited for another season of NFL Footieball. Well, here are the games we have to pick from this week. Some teams are in and some...